Traci- I felt the same way not long ago and sometimes still do, and it isn’t fun. I started studying things online and got excited about being a nurse again. If you can and get the urge trying going back to school and get your RN and I bet you will feel better about things and odors will opened up where before they were closed. If that’s not an option consider changing jobs to something you enjoy. It sounds like you are getting bored and new knowledge or new job might help. Either way- praying for ya!