I feel like we are in the same boat. I graduated in May as well and was unsuccessful in my first attempt. I purchased the kaplan 2013 book and as well as took the Virtual ATI class which did not help me very much either. I am scheduled to take my 2nd attempt in January. I don’t know where to start again or what to do. I have been beating myself up too for not passing. I just want to say that we made it through nursing school, we are smart. Sometimes I know I get in my own head too much. Try not to put the boards on a pedestal. Thats what I am trying to do.